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Nov
26

A Birthday Present

“I barely buy something for somebody with money..”

“Uhmm.. Pardon? You’re stingy, eh?”

“I always make something even though it’s ugly but at least, I put a lot effort in it, and not everybody can make whatever i make”

“Like what?”

“I drew a picture for my mother’s birthday, and I can’t draw. I wrote happy birthday greeting in chinese for my father when I was in high school, it was because I learned chinese, and I didn’t like learning chinese.”

“What else do you do?”

“I draw a birthday cake on wall then mash it up with the toys. Take a picture of it. Create a toy photography with simple drawing for somebody who used to be special. My drawing is like a kindergarten kid’s, I love my toys, I like taking toy pictures but I don’t think he’d like it”

“Then, why did you do?”

“Because kid.. I tell you what.. It doesn’t matter if they like it or not, I believe it will be the way to remember them about us.”

“…….”

“I was told by my math private tutor, if you love somebody, and you want to give them something, make them something instead of buying something. It may not change their feeling about you, but at least, they will remember you, because I bet no one would treat them like that…”

“Oh wow…”

“It works. I have been there. Feel so special when people make you something, because you can buy everything if you have money. It won’t be so special anymore….”

“:)”

Then, we both smile from ear to ear today.

 

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Nov
14

Love Yourself

It’s normal when you love a song, you will play it over and over again.

Mine this week is happen to be this one.

You know.. If you happen to like a song, you can repeat it for maybe twice or three times, but if you do it more than 10 times, it implies the knowledge that it isn’t just the music. It somehow speaks to us, or it can be told, its lyric just represent us.

“heeey, listen to this… this is SO you!”

Yeaa right…..

 

“Love Yourself”

For all the times that you rain on my parade
And all the clubs you get in using my name
You think you broke my heart, oh girl for goodness sake
You think I’m crying, oh my oh, well I ain’t

And I didn’t wanna write a song cause I didn’t want anyone thinking I still care
I don’t but, you still hit my phone up
And baby I be movin’ on and I think you should be somethin’
I don’t wanna hold back, maybe you should know that
My mama don’t like you and she likes everyone
And I never like to admit that I was wrong
And I’ve been so caught up in my job, didn’t see what’s going on
And now I know, I’m better sleeping on my own

Cause if you like the way you look that much
Oh baby you should go and love yourself
And if you think that I’m still holdin’ on to somethin’
You should go and love yourself

But when you told me that you hated my friends
The only problem was with you and not them
And every time you told me my opinion was wrong
And tried to make me forget where I came from

And I didn’t wanna write a song cause I didn’t want anyone thinking I still care
I don’t but, you still hit my phone up
And baby I be movin’ on and I think you should be somethin’
I don’t wanna hold back, maybe you should know that
My mama don’t like you and she likes everyone
And I never like to admit that I was wrong
And I’ve been so caught up in my job, didn’t see what’s going on
And now I know, I’m better sleeping on my own

Cause if you like the way you look that much
Oh baby you should go and love yourself
And if you think that I’m still holdin’ on to somethin’
You should go and love yourself

For all the times that you’ve made me feel small
I fell in love, now I feel nothin’ at all
Had never felt so low when I was vulnerable
Was I a fool to let you break down my walls?

Cause if you like the way you look that much
Oh baby you should go and love yourself
And if you think that I’m still holdin’ on to somethin’
You should go and love yourself
Cause if you like the way you look that much
Oh baby you should go and love yourself
And if you think that I’m still holdin’ on to somethin’
You should go and love yourself

source: google

source: google

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Nov
07

It’s Already November!

Kalo post sebelumnya, gue lebih banyak bercerita soal kebahagiaan gue karena akhirnya gue bisa traveling lagi. Kali ini, gue bakal bercerita banyak soal kebegoan, kekonyolan ato kebiasaan gradakan gue 😐

Bulan November gue di buka dengan kekonyolan yang kata beberapa teman “aaah itu elooo banget” atau “biasa lah lo mah” oh oke deh.

Gue itu sekarang lagi ada di tahap, bete bingiiiit, KZL, itu kalo kata abege sekarang.

Bayangin ya, tiap pagi pas bangun tidur, benda pertama apa sih yg lo cari? Jujur aja, pasti 90% nyarinya hp. Gue pun begitu. Emang gak ada yg ngalahin nikmatnya, gegulingan di kasur sambil main hp, entah balesin whatsapp, atau sekedar ngepoin mantan pacar, mantan gebetan, pacar orang di sosmed. Indah banget…..

Sayangnya, gue sekarang ga bisa gitu lagi, sejak hp kesayangan gw terjun bebas, dan kerendem semenitan di kloset yang isinya pipis gw (dan mungkin pipis orang lain juga) hiks.. Parahnya lagi, gw harus effort buat ambil hp yang kesangkut di lubang kloset, ada kali semenitan gue obok-obok itu kloset bowl.. Sedih campur jijik kalo inget.

Gue itu tipe orang yang kelewat addict sama gadget, gue ke wc pipis, ya hp gue ikut pipis. huvt…

Gue juga tipe orang yang percayaan…. Tips dari temen, internet dan menurut di pelem-pelem, hp yang kecemplung air, harus di rendem beras selama beberapa hari, bakal nyala lagi.

Ok, gue coba. Hasilnya? Boro-boro… di teken-teken sampe mampus kagak idup juga. Masih mending itu hp ga berubah jadi mangga atau alpukat.

Selang beberapa hari, giliran mobil gue kena apes. Bokkk.. Entah deh, bus warna ijo putih yang satu itu demen banget ngerusak idup orang. Jelas-jelas lampu merah, bukannya ikut berhenti malah nyelip trus braak, nubruk deh. Setelah itu? Ya tentu ngacir, nerabas lampu merah. Berbie  KZL!

Beberapa hari kemudian, giliran gue… berantem sama kenangan… #HALAH

Tapi, ya udah.. Kata pepatah orang tua, kalo hari ini sialnya berkali-kali, konon nanti bakal dapat rejeki. percaya ga percaya, tapi aminin aja.. hihihi!

 

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